An open letter to everyone involved with this show
It is no
secret that the TV show LOST means a lot to me. In fact, it healed me.
Before I
started watching the show, I was a very melancholic, dramatically emotional
girl. I was extremely lonely. Not because there were no people around me who
loved me, but because I was lonely from within.
I only
started the show because my father was annoying about how good it was. So,
eventually, I started it just so I could tell him to shut up about it. Joke’s
on me because now I CANNOT shut up about how amazing it is.
As soon as
I’d seen “Pilot”, things changed forever. I had this strange feeling that this
would be something about to touch me deep within my loneliness. I kept watching
and watching and watching. I fell in love. I forgot about my pain and my
loneliness. Just like John Locke and Rose, the island healed me. It stopped me
from overthinking.
LOST got me
through my loneliest nights and my darkest days. And even today, whenever I
feel like the world is overwhelming me, when bad things happen and I start to
feel sad, desperate, even depressed – I go back to watching LOST.
This show
changed my life. It made me re-adjust my way of seeing the world. It made me
question concepts of black and white, good and bad. It twisted and turned my
emotions, it made me laugh and cry, but most importantly: It made me feel.
Everything. Every single emotion there is.
When I went
to the island, my mom’s depression, my family’s problems, my hurt feelings and
my lonely heart were gone, only memories from another life. And I could gather
the strength to go back to it and face my struggles when I came back.
I’m at a
very different point in life now. Things are better. I am better. Other sources
of support and self-confidence entered my life (and I am forever grateful for
Shinedown & their crew and what they did for me).
But LOST is
always there when I need an escape from my reality. And it’s time to honor
this.
So now, I
will be getting a LOST tattoo leg sleeve. And if any of the cast reads this,
maybe, just maybe, you can do one more thing for me and write down a quote from
the show on a piece of paper and send me a picture of it. Because getting your
handwriting tattooed would mean very very much to me.
I’ll write
some of my dream handwriting quotes down here. Just in case. But even if you
don’t wanna do it: I am forever grateful that you brought this show and these
characters to life. I couldn’t imagine a better cast. Ever. You are wonderful,
and I love you, and I owe you.
Josh
Holloway: “tiger don’t change their stripes”
Matthew
Fox: “Live Together, Die Alone”
Henry Ian
Cusick: “See you in another life”
Terry O’Quinn:
“Don’t tell me what I can’t do” (already sent it – thank you so so much!)
Evangeline
Lilly: “We have to go back”
Jorge
Garcia: 4-8-15-16-23-42
And for all
the others: Any symbol or quote from the show is amazing. If you would draw or
write down anything and send it to me, I’d be the happiest girl on earth.
You are all
amazing.
And
remember: We have to go back.